Smoked & Zoned Out.

Feb 24

Lord, help.

Dear God,

i find myself in a tough spot. i have feelings of strong anger that i dont want to act on because of your word. Help me get through this moment in my life and help me to see a brighter day. Lord, i am truly greatful for all you have done for me through out the years and i trust that you have better ones instore for me in the future. Lord im sorry for my sins and i try to see them and better myself because i do not want to do wrong. I pray that you grant me the knowledge i need to move forward with problems in my life and help me not to fall is the same situation again in future.

Thank you for listening.

Amen.

Jan 12

keeping a positive mentality.

sometimes i feel like giving up but then its like i dont want to give the enemy the satisfaction of knowing that i have done so, therefore i need to keep pushing until i make to the top.

Jan 07

& honestly,

i don’t even like dreaming anymore…

Jan 04

its funny how people do other people.

like one person that is doing something wrong will treat someone else as if they were the one doing something wrong.

like dont treat me like im a fucked up person when your the one being fucked up.

you just make yourself look like an ass & thats not a good look to have.

Jan 02

The Littlest Things. (share feedback)

Wanting something you cant have is so overrated, appericating everything you do have is not.

Looking back at the past is normal but living in something that is no more is insance.

Having faith in people you love is beautiful but them turning their backs on you is ugly.

Wanting to love someone that doesnt want to love you is overrated.

Loving someone that appericates your love is not.

tell me if you like yes?

Jan 02

Ever cry so much that it hurts your whole body?

Did you ever keep crying because you didn’t think you could feel anything else & even started to like it?
It’s a fucked up feeling isn’t it?

Jan 01

pot head confession

  • Person A: Where do you go when you want to forget stuff and relax?
  • Person B: To my pot dealer.......
Jan 01

Bitches ain’t shit but hoes & tricks.

So I don’t fuck with bitches.
& it’s as simple as that.

Dec 26

All the heart needs is love;

It always starts out as a heart.
Beautiful, strong, loving & naive.
But it always ends up getting broken because someone shoots an arrow through it.
As time goes on the wound heals but leaves an unmistakably noticeable scar.
The scar itself obviously hurts, so there is a barrier put up around the heart to simple protect it from those intruders who have no intentions on treating the heart right; who don’t care about the heart… It’s past etc.
As life goes on the heart goes about its business, facing obstacles & nuisances. It overcomes a lot and embraces love from others.
Love is what keeps the heart strong.
Love gives the heart the support that it needs to dodge the negativity that is thrown at it.

- cupids forgotten message.

Dec 16

how stupid do i look posting my feelings on the internet when i cant even bring myself to tell you. smh. i do really silly things.